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- giJi pelagia modis _ marTas xmaa.

- aba, sada?! – gamovcvivdiT feTianebi.

me da iTana ufro axlo megobrebi varT. sul erTad davbodialobT. orives ticiani gviyvars. ai, weRan saqanelaze gamendo, saflavebze gaveparoTo balRebs, RamiT. rato-meTqi? mSiSara var, fsutiani. ra bentera vinme xaro. ara, dedas geficebiT, ase ar uTqvams, magram ise gadaatriala Tvalebi Cemma Rrmad niWierma biZaSvilma, rom ramis Tqmas azri aRar hqonda. mSvenivrad mivxvdi, rasac gulisxmobda.

- SuadRes ionas papa kviriake ro gaasvenes, dainaxe, xo? ramdeni wiTeli mixaki daedoT manqanaze, egec SeamCnie. hoda, wiTel mixaks wamoviRebT. Sors ar gauWridnen saflavs, ionas gverdiT miuwvendnen.

- rato? – kidev vikiTxe ucxo xmiT da kidev erTxel gadaabzriala Tvalebi

- ticians uyvarda da imitom.

- dagiWira dimitrom? – vucini da am dros, zustad am dros iSiSvla xma marTam: giJi pelagia modis.

- sad ari, aba?!

gadmovefineT galavans `ticianelebi” da ageo!

modioda pelagia butbutiT.

- pela, sdeq! dagajvi. dagajvi, sabWos Tavmjdomare leviaTan, dagajvi! – butbutebs xuWuWa, WaRara Tmaaburduli qali, Tan erT nabijs rom win warsdgams, mere oriT ukan ixevs.
      - egre rad akeTeb? – gamovkiTxeT amaswinaT.

- amas RmerTi mkarnaxobs. ase rom ar moviqce, ionas isev daavlebs xels leviaTani da bedianaSi gamomimwyvdevs, rogorc maSin. iona, deda bodiSs gixdis, iona. dabrundi, saxlSi.
      - pelagiav, venaxSi midixar, araa?

arada, ori saaTis win mamamTili, sawyali kviriake daasaflava. sawyali imitom, rom dabadebidan yru-munji yofila kviriake. sawyalia, aba, ra aris?! yru-munji micvalebuli ufro sawyalia.

- dagajvi. Sen ara, balRo, imas, sabWos Tavmjdomare levis, davajvi. sdeq, pela! aba, sad waval?.. opera ki miyvarda qalobaSi. ionasac, iona operidan davarqvi.

- rato? – vekiTxebi uneburad Cems sayvarel kiTxvas.

iTana Cemsken arc ki ixedeba. Tvalebs gaudis bzriali.

- xo ar gavyveT?! – RuRunebs marTa.

- auu, maica ra.. cxela magrad. Tan ionas rom Teofile uyvarda... mere, Teofilem rom mamamiss erTi magrad acemina, mere kidev rom gaTxovda da qorwilSi nefes ionam Zvali da xorci gauerTiana da mere.. iona rom iseTi gamxdari, tuCebmokvnetili da gaSeSebuli Camoitanes. iseTi.. sagiJeTidan. es yvelaferi davizepire. mombezrda, ra.. magas, iciT, ra ajobebs? qveda ubanSi gaviaroT, andriaa Camosuli.

es bolo winadadeba Cems sulmokleobaze gaTvla iyo, magram.. pelagiac gagvisworda amasobaSi da raRac sul sxva ambavs butbutebda. midioda erTi nabijiT win da oriT ukan... midioda, rogorc RobesTan dabmuli xbo, akafuli TuTis totebi, gamovardnili yefia ZaRli da aravis esmoda misi.

`mdidris, SeZlebuli ojaxis Svili yofila. Tavaduri warmoSobis lamazi qali. Tavaweuli icoda siaruli.. qalaqidan gadmoiyvanes soflis skolaSi, rusuls aswavlida bavSvebsac da maswavleblebsac. Zalian uWirda, magram yovelTvis ase ambobda – axlaxans visadileo, axlaxans geaxeliTo... gaRimebuli da mSvidi. iSviaTad saubrobda, magram xmadabla, dasamaxsovreblad. misi ambavi me TviTon movismine skolaSi, did Sesvenebaze. naZvis CeroSi skamze Camomsxdariyvnen valida da TviTon... ezos vgvidi.… damlagebels yurs arc aravin aTxovebda da arc aravin ugdebda. rogorc xes, foTlebs, skams..

yveboda: jer sosipatra waiyvanes Savi manqaniT Savi tyavislabadianma Ramis mgzavrebma. mousavleTidan mosulebma, mousavleTSi dasarCenebma. velodi. vicodi, mec igive bedi meloda. jer bina dagvatovebines me da Cems sam Svils. da-Zma tyupebi meyola... mesames mxolod sizmrebSi vxedavdi. Segvasaxles miwur-sardafSi. umzeo nestiT daWmul WerqveS... axalkedlebian Wers Segueba arc ki gvacales – raRac erT TveSi, Tebervlis bolos, roca xmel, qerclamZvral xeebs gamSrali qari miwamde kenweroebs axrevinebs, mogvadgnen da qarbuqSi pirdapir gayinul, gaSeSebul sadgurSi gvikres Tavi. ucnauria, samive bavSvi SemarCines, samive... arada, mxolod erTis Tan wayvanis imedi mqonda darCenili, im erTis, mucelSi rom myavda uCinrad amofarebuli da SemkrTali mesisxlxorceboda.

samxreTidan Soreul CrdiloeTSi, naxevarwliani xetialis Semdeg, gadasaxlebulTa `sofelSi” migvanebes. gaToSili bavSvebi gauCereblad RavRavebdnen, kuTxeSi migdebuli sakuTar Tavs gamudmebiT vumeorebdi: `CvenTan ars RmerTi! `CvenTan ars RmerTi! `CvenTan ars RmerTi!”... patara, ukve eqvsi Tvis myavda. ZuZuSi rZe xan momivardeboda, xan sul gamiSreboda. Tivas vReWavdi, vReWavdi... ZuZuze mekida TiTebiT... eseni kidev, da-Zma, Zvalze tyavgadakruldarCenilebi, SemombRaodnen:

- dedaaa, dediii, dee... dedaaaaa, dediii, de.. gvSia, gvSia, gvSia..

uecrad, uecrad ketisken xeli waviRe. patara, eqvsi Tvisa ZuZudan moviwyvite..

- xorcia, xorciaa, – CamZaxoda viRac.

- xorciaaaaaaaa... – vxrialebdi mec.

- xorciaaaa, _ Cxrialebda da-Zma.

Dda eqvsi Tvis xorcma Semomxeda da Tqva: deda!

davuSvi keti.

cecxls Tiva mivayare.

SeSis erTi naWeri qvabSi Cavde da wyali davasxi.

vaduRe. vaduRe da wveni xvripa tyupma. …

gvian moxucma SemoaWriala kari, mzis Casvlisas. rZe gobiT Semodga. rZeSi simindis kverebi dativtivebdnen.

- danayrdiT!

kari gaixura. kars miRma, albaT, kibeze Camomjdarma, xma daidabla: ,,Tumca warxdi, moiqec isev. Tumca geZina, aRsdeq Zilisgan. Tumca-Ra mohkvdi, gacocxldi isev.” Tenebas SeeTqvifa da gaqra.

mere me, me mere... sami dRe da kidev sami dRe da mere raRac ucnaurma, uecarma RamiT mosulma avadmyofobam, Cemi patara eqvsi Tvis `de”, wiTeli xasxasa yvavilebiT gadaawiTla da ZuZudan gamomacala.
      - pelagiav, pela.. eg visi ambavi moyevi?

- ras momyvebiT, haaa, ukan ras momyvebiT? sdeq, pela. RmerTo, mapatie! leviaTan dagajvi. sabWos Tavmjdomarev, dagajvi...

moSavdRevda.

inna: au, me wavedi Sin. papas nards veTamaSebi, Tan Cai maqvs dasalevi.

iTana: iraidasTan Sevivli. uTxari Cvenebs, inna, gobelenis qsova unda maswavlos.

me: gadaval gvirilebian mindorSi, peplebs mainc daviWer. guSin dedaCems Tone gauxurebia da Cemi nagrovebi peplebi kidev gauSvia.. egre icis ra, yovelTvis magan. gavavseb Tones da gadaswevs egreve koWebs. mizezi ar eleva, ra. puri ar damecxoo, nazuqio. `kuti puris~ kvneta kargad giyvars xolmeo.

ivlisis bolos, mkvdris mzisas, uecarma Weqa-quxilma icoda movardna. delgma dagvafrTxobda da mexis molodinSi Zvel, Wiisgan daWmul sxvenze SegvyuJavda. gruxuna Rrublebs Soris Sizofreniki elva, giJuri, swrafi msxvili wvima da mere cas Camokidebuli, Camofxrewili Svidfera cisartyela, zavi sofelsa da zecas Soris, gvkravda da... didxans dumiliT SeerTebuli visxediT samni.

- iTan, ici, mgoni, pelagia ar aris giJi. ionas amJamindeli gansasvenebelic Zalian kargad icis da axsovs. ici, im ambavs rom butbutebda, eg.. eg.. valida maswavlebelma, adre, adre moyva rimas da nimas klasSi. me vici..

- isa, Sen, ici ra.. Rame ar dageZinos, saflavebze gelodebi. ticianis wiTeli mixaki ar dagaviwydes.

- rato?

iTanam Tvalebi daxuWa.

iTanam ki daxuWa Tvalebi, magram me xom Ria mqonda darCenili. Cveni civ-civi wyaros mxridan, axalamosuli mzis oqrosfer sxivebSi gaxveuli adamianebi modiodnen. isini arafriT Camohgavdnen cxenebSebmul xis `taWkebze” dabargebuleb cignebs. tanzeviT SiSvlebi, TmagaSlilebi da fexSiSvelebi rom Semovidodnen da moedebodnen xolme maRaziebs. mamakacebi `cecxlis zedadgarebs” da magnitebs pursa da sazamTrod gakeTebul sursaT-sanovageSi gvicvlidnen da qalebi ki xelisgulebs gvitrialebdnen.

eseni sxvebi iyvnen.

patara bavSvi dedas mucelze hyavda Txeli, TeTri da grZeli mosasxamiT mikruli da isic erTi xeliT ZuZus Cafrenoda, meoreTi dedas Tmaze efereboda. Tvalebi wamierad davxuWe, rom gulSi gamRimeboda, magram vin macala. - aba, axali xorcii! kai xorcii! – moisma dimitros xriali qvemo maRaziidan. daxuWuls daxlis Tavze, binZur Tokze sarecxis `SpilkebiT” Camokidebuli, bzikebdaxveuli xorcis naWrebi warmomidga da is iyo unda wamomzideboda, iTanas mware aliyurma gadamaqana ganze.

- ras mirtyam?! Seni gazrdili ki ar var?! – gacecxlebuli mivutrialdi.

- bziki dagajda... – gamomiwoda iTanam xelisguli da zed asresili mkvdari bziki damanaxa. 

amitom.